Hey check it out. I've been through a few hells lately. Man it's so exciting when they're finally over. Next week I see a woman about a job in a restaurant -- baking -- sweet! I mean where do these changes come from? So cool.
It's weird to have a future. Baking -- with a woman -- and others. Not real. Therefore, I'll do it!
I've been doing pretty much nothing lately. I do have another job but it's not enough -- cooking and making beds at a B + B twice a week. Still behind on some bills -- don't worry the room is covered. But there's no money for aquarium supplies. I changed the water and things seem to be stabilizing. The fish are swimming faster. That's good. But only three left. Actually four.
It's all completely perfect. Stuck in my miserable petty little self. Then transcend -- new job.
I feel like a fart in paradise.